Don't Feel Much Like Writing Today

today is good for daydreams. not of this concrete stuff for me. no, i like daydreaming. i keep myself amused for hours. been doing it ever since i was a small kid. used to stretch out on the couch, my head by the window, and daydream about getting out of a nasty domestic situation for a kid. nasty grandmother fights with my mother. i hated it. i hated to see my mother upset. don't remember much of it now. but i know it happened. so my daydream would be about me being married. i sat and admired the imaginary wedding band on my finger. the sun pored into my head.